Smile

NEW song <33

You know that I'm a crazy bitch,
 I do what I want when I feel like it, 

All I wanna do is loose control, 

But you don't really give a shit, 

You go with go with go with it, 

Cause you're fucking crazy rock-n-roll 

You said hey, 

What's your name, 

It took one look, 

And now I'm not the same, 

Yeah you said hey, 

And since that day, 

You stole my heart and you're the one to blame, 

Yeah. 

And that's why... I smile, 

It's been a while, 

Since everyday and everything has felt this right... 

And now, 

You turn it all around, 

And suddenly you're all I need, 

The reason why I,

I smile. 

Last night I blacked out I think, 

What did you what did you put in my drink? 

I remember making out and then, 

I woke up with a new tattoo, 

Your name was on me and my name was on you, 

I would do it all over again. 

You said hey, 

What's your name, 

It took one look, 

And now i'm not the same, 

You said hey, 

And since that day, 

You stole my heart and you're the one to blame, 

Yeah. 

And that's why... I smile, 

It's been a while, 

Since everyday and everything has felt this right... 

And now, 

You turn it all around, 

And suddenly you're all I need, 

The reason why-I-I-I, 

I smi-I-ile. 

You know that I'm a crazy bitch, 

I do what I want , when I feel like it 

All I wanna do is loose control, 

You know that I'm a crazy bitch, 

I do what I want , when I feel like it 

All I wanna do is loose control-o-ol. 

And that's why... I smile, 

It's been a while, 

Since everyday and everything has felt this right... 

And now, 

You turn it all around, 

And suddenly you're all I need, 

The reason why-I-I-I, 

I smi-I-ile, 

The reason, 

The reason why-I-I-I, 

I smi-I-ile, 

The reason why-I-I-I, 

I smi-I-ile.

2 days i'll be lying on a beach <33

Hello Boating Season!

The boating season started so early this year and with me at work at stuff going on at home, i missed the best start to the season - Easter weekend, but now i'm on study leave i'm definitely making up for it!

There is nothing better than the sea air and going across the water at 30knots, i cannot wait for the rest of the season, whether i end up in Salcombe, Dartmouth or The Channel Islands.

Holiday

I cannot wait to get out of the country next weekend for a week and leave everything behind here.

Genuinely

Hate the people that don't understand politeness, understandably not everyone has the same interest but i am so bored of the people that just take the piss out of something that you find interesting. At least have decency and respect instead of laughing. Maybe people just don't genuinely understand that people are different and that not everyone loves watching youtube videos constantly.

Rant over, and i have no job in two weeks..

Breakfast At Tiffany's

Favourite film ever..

Paul Varjak: I love you.
Holly Golightly: So what.
Paul Varjak: So what? So plenty! I love you, you belong to me!
Holly Golightly: No. People don't belong to people.
Paul Varjak: Of course they do!
Holly Golightly: I'll never let ANYBODY put me in a cage.
Paul Varjak: I don't want to put you in a cage, I want to love you! 

Paul Varjak: You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-You-Are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, "Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness." You call yourself a free spirit, a wild thing, and you're terrified somebody's going to stick you in a cage. Well, baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somaliland. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself. 

<3

Clothing In Stores

This is only quick, but i feel i haven't blogged in a while and these are my general thoughts on today as it stands.

In the past week i've been shopping twice for clothes, and i am so uninspired by everything in stores at the moment, in consideration i haven't been to fabulous places to shop, the local town with no stores and in the stores i could name everything, or the bigger shopping centre i always get lost in but with my 13 year old brother, yes its difficult to shop. But even when i see something i may like, i try it on and then i cannot stand it or it doesn't suit me. This puts me in a bad mood and i feel sorry for Kelly earlier as i got cross because i couldn't find anything i remotely liked earlier.

I don't know whats wrong with me, and why i'm so uninspired with fashion in shops, but i hope it gets better. I obviously need a trip to London and the Covent Garden boutiques ASAP!

<3

Done

With the constant lying and name calling, the immaturity and the backstabbing, honestly if i ever trust a person again it will be to soon.


When you really trust someone, you have to be okay with not understanding some things - however sometimes people backstab therefore make sure you understand everything



I'm done.