Recently with everything thats happened i feel that my life has undergone construction and WOW do i feel so much different, probably because i was stuck in a rut. Now i feel so inspiredd and alive its pretty amazing, maybe its because i haven't actually got into my bed before 3am for the past few days, but definitely not complaining.
I honestly believe i've had an epiphany on life, and i feel high but its good, firstly because its legal and secondly i no longer feel like everyone is out to get me, and i guess that everyone goes through those periods in their lives, mine just all came at once... but at least if it happens again i know that i will come out the other side so much better off. I digress.. my epiphany was literally on life, yes shit happens and another well known line in my house "it never rains but it pours" but we're alive and kicking, pretty strong and waiting to see what the rest of the year brings us.
So this probably seems like i've been resurrected or gone through some tragedy or near death experience and when you actually look at it, i realise it was pretty minor considering what some people go through but anyway it was a big deal to me at the time and i can now positively say that i'm the happiest i've been in a while and looking forward to everything and anything.
Moving on.. the inspiration that has lead me to.. at the moment nothing... but shortly a lot of things, many people have inspired me throughout my life but i think this is the most inspired i have felt in a while. I now have a list of things i want to achieve, go to, do and i plan on completing that list. Inspiration has come from My Mum & Dad, My Girls, Audrey Hepburn & a few other people, i've taken advice and listened to them and i will continue to do so.
Although i will never be as beautiful as Audrey Hepburn although i'd love to be, and i will never be in films, a model, or most probably wont be famous not that i'd even want too, but i have been inspired to be myself and do and complete what i set out to do and take what life throws at you.. i need to stop planning whats next and live for whats now.
Till then
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