When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep, and you're never really awake.
Third morning I've heard birds at 4am, London at 7am is already a painful thought, someone bring caffeine X
Monday, 11 June 2012
Sunday, 10 June 2012
Whoever Gossips To You, Will Gossip About You
Gossip is saying behind their back what you would not say to their face, flattery is saying to their face what you would not say behind their back.
Wednesday, 5 October 2011
I Need Inspiration
Right now definitely stuck in a rut, same scene, same faces, same drama and nothings happening. I NEEED to be inspired and amazed.
Looking at universities, finding 250 words that will make me appeal to a university in a personal statement, and spending the rest of my time asleep, at work or looking for more work. Knowing that in 5 years time i'l have just finished uni, hello debt!
I definitely need inspiration and something new in my life, even a visit to the rock would be good. To get away from the drama and constant nagging of home life. In need of a trip to Selfridges for the day, getting lost in leather and fabric is the best way to deal with everything.
Recently I've got lost in my music again, after 4 years of not playing, I've given up and resisted into the piano, and it feels so good, so I spend hours upon hours playing and loosing myself in music along with reading, every emotion comes out through my music and long may it stay this way although how I'm going to live without piano at uni I honestly do not know.
Something bring me inspiration and a holiday!
<3 X
Recently I've got lost in my music again, after 4 years of not playing, I've given up and resisted into the piano, and it feels so good, so I spend hours upon hours playing and loosing myself in music along with reading, every emotion comes out through my music and long may it stay this way although how I'm going to live without piano at uni I honestly do not know.
Something bring me inspiration and a holiday!
<3 X
Sunday, 25 September 2011
Goodbye Facebook!
I have just deleted facebook, lets see how long this lasts! I am fed up of everything and everyone knowing everyone elses business, although im one of the nosiest people ever!
But now it means i have to do something else rather than sit on facebook, instead it shall be on skype or the Tiffany website, i may even blog more!
But so long facebook for now!
<3 X
But now it means i have to do something else rather than sit on facebook, instead it shall be on skype or the Tiffany website, i may even blog more!
But so long facebook for now!
<3 X
Games
Playing games is definitely how some people deal with situations. Me being one of them, I need to man the fuck up and stop beating around the bush!
I also need a full time job and money so I can buy a new tv and clothes.
Rant over :-) however I do miss the beach and sunshine!
<3 X
I also need a full time job and money so I can buy a new tv and clothes.
Rant over :-) however I do miss the beach and sunshine!
<3 X
Monday, 19 September 2011
It's Been A While!
It has definitely been a while since I've been on here, and SO much has happened!
3 holidays, Birthday, A-Level results, New job, New hair & most of all causing complete chaos over summer! However i'm back with a bang and life is about to get a lot more serious, jobs & uni applications going ahead, next year is definitely a busy one! However the best thing is knowing i can rewind by the piano in the evening.
Winter is coming as I've started wearing coats & scarves although i've spent most of the summer in scarves after pneumonia scared me! Goodbye hot sunshine and lazy evenings spent with the girls on the patio with cocktails, its back to bed and tv as my girls have left for uni! And i have had a very short lived boat season, next year will be completely different and so will the winter season, time for socks, coats and layers!
I had the most amazing holiday away with the girls which was very much needed, a week of sun, sand, pool and nights out. Still deciding how mine and kathryn's flailing went down in GC and how none of us fell off the banana boat, but what an amazing holiday although we did look forward to our own beds and no cockroaches. Definitely suffering from lack of sun and tan now though!
My 18th meant i saw my best friend and i cannot tell you how good it was to catch up and spend nights awake sorting out all our dramas, missing her now! However there was a big part of my life that was missing at my 18th, although that wont be missing at the rest of my birthdays! The police turnt up, i caused chaos and more confusion and all in all it was such a good night, thank you to everyone who turnt up! My birthday meant i was spoilt and Tiffany jewellery went down SO well, its difficult to explain my face after being presented with duck blue boxes and white ribbons. However one of the most precious presents will be from that person, who knows exactly who they are :-).
Spent most of August either drunk, in bed or at work, I sorted out confusion made some of the most difficult decisions, was torn apart and ripped up into a million pieces this summer. Good and bad bits, absolutely crazy parts of the summer which i will never remember, attempted to leave the damage and destruction, however its me and i end up picking up whats left gluing it back together and realising some of the most important things and there are some people i know i cannot deal without.
I have found my happy place, my future and where i need to be. So the next 3/4 years are dedicated to getting there. Me being a stubborn cow means il do it, so watch this space im back and plan on blogging more!
<3 X
3 holidays, Birthday, A-Level results, New job, New hair & most of all causing complete chaos over summer! However i'm back with a bang and life is about to get a lot more serious, jobs & uni applications going ahead, next year is definitely a busy one! However the best thing is knowing i can rewind by the piano in the evening.
Winter is coming as I've started wearing coats & scarves although i've spent most of the summer in scarves after pneumonia scared me! Goodbye hot sunshine and lazy evenings spent with the girls on the patio with cocktails, its back to bed and tv as my girls have left for uni! And i have had a very short lived boat season, next year will be completely different and so will the winter season, time for socks, coats and layers!
I had the most amazing holiday away with the girls which was very much needed, a week of sun, sand, pool and nights out. Still deciding how mine and kathryn's flailing went down in GC and how none of us fell off the banana boat, but what an amazing holiday although we did look forward to our own beds and no cockroaches. Definitely suffering from lack of sun and tan now though!
My 18th meant i saw my best friend and i cannot tell you how good it was to catch up and spend nights awake sorting out all our dramas, missing her now! However there was a big part of my life that was missing at my 18th, although that wont be missing at the rest of my birthdays! The police turnt up, i caused chaos and more confusion and all in all it was such a good night, thank you to everyone who turnt up! My birthday meant i was spoilt and Tiffany jewellery went down SO well, its difficult to explain my face after being presented with duck blue boxes and white ribbons. However one of the most precious presents will be from that person, who knows exactly who they are :-).
Spent most of August either drunk, in bed or at work, I sorted out confusion made some of the most difficult decisions, was torn apart and ripped up into a million pieces this summer. Good and bad bits, absolutely crazy parts of the summer which i will never remember, attempted to leave the damage and destruction, however its me and i end up picking up whats left gluing it back together and realising some of the most important things and there are some people i know i cannot deal without.
I have found my happy place, my future and where i need to be. So the next 3/4 years are dedicated to getting there. Me being a stubborn cow means il do it, so watch this space im back and plan on blogging more!
<3 X
Friday, 1 July 2011
Londonnn
I've spent this past week racing around sorting out things for my holiday, friends relationships and also for my birthday party, but the past 2 days I've spent on trains and tubes going to and from London and now I remember how much I love London!
From the moment I set foot on Chiltern Railways train thursday morning I was instantly excited and as soon as we got into Marylebone, I was generally excited although maybe that was the insanely attractive guy that walked past as I got off the train, but as I got ono the tubes and clung to the right side of the escalator whilst tons of people pushed past I realised what I was missing out on.
After applying for FRA this september, if i don't get in and if I want to continue past level 4, I need a degree so LCF information sessions were inevitable! Thursday was only a quick trip to London as there is was so much going on at home, but TODAY was the day in London, on the first train out after 9, and at High Holborn by 11, London was craazy today especially Oxford Street as normal and Covent Garden, but that generally doesn't put me off, people rushing around pushing past and getting on with day to day things.
The hustle and bustle of London has just made me even more excited about what is around the corner, I seem to get so excited by the city and everything thats going on that is SO different, from wandering around Covent Garden, to walking through Soho in a desperate attempt to get onto Oxford Street to find one particular shop. Every part of London is so different yet feels so the same, whilst walking up the back of Oxford Street past John Princes Street and hearing a girl come out of LCF screaming down the phone saying she got a first, I was genuinely excited for her and I didn't know her, but as I walked back up Harley Street towards Marylebone the scenery changed to big town houses and expensive cars but it was still London. The only thing I struggle with is the roads and cars, I seem to get in a mixture with taxi's and buses in the middle of the road, but that will come to me :-).
Who knew a city could bring someone so much pleasure and excitement, but now off on holiday for a week with the girls, I cannot wait to get out of the country again and be able to lie on the beach and forget everything, lets just hope I don't come back with pneumonia but with a suntaaan, and everything in England sorts itself out!
<3 X
From the moment I set foot on Chiltern Railways train thursday morning I was instantly excited and as soon as we got into Marylebone, I was generally excited although maybe that was the insanely attractive guy that walked past as I got off the train, but as I got ono the tubes and clung to the right side of the escalator whilst tons of people pushed past I realised what I was missing out on.
After applying for FRA this september, if i don't get in and if I want to continue past level 4, I need a degree so LCF information sessions were inevitable! Thursday was only a quick trip to London as there is was so much going on at home, but TODAY was the day in London, on the first train out after 9, and at High Holborn by 11, London was craazy today especially Oxford Street as normal and Covent Garden, but that generally doesn't put me off, people rushing around pushing past and getting on with day to day things.
The hustle and bustle of London has just made me even more excited about what is around the corner, I seem to get so excited by the city and everything thats going on that is SO different, from wandering around Covent Garden, to walking through Soho in a desperate attempt to get onto Oxford Street to find one particular shop. Every part of London is so different yet feels so the same, whilst walking up the back of Oxford Street past John Princes Street and hearing a girl come out of LCF screaming down the phone saying she got a first, I was genuinely excited for her and I didn't know her, but as I walked back up Harley Street towards Marylebone the scenery changed to big town houses and expensive cars but it was still London. The only thing I struggle with is the roads and cars, I seem to get in a mixture with taxi's and buses in the middle of the road, but that will come to me :-).
Who knew a city could bring someone so much pleasure and excitement, but now off on holiday for a week with the girls, I cannot wait to get out of the country again and be able to lie on the beach and forget everything, lets just hope I don't come back with pneumonia but with a suntaaan, and everything in England sorts itself out!
<3 X
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